I have some things to do this morning, but I am going to get back around to working on this article. before 6:57 AM 6/29/2021
I don't suppose anyone is as cool as the girl who beat me up on Goliad Rd in San Antonio, Texas- that was one of the most popular girls in the 8th grade and had everyone's signature in her yearbook.
She was a minor that was suppose to go home and her parents had to sue the city because she didn't make it.
They found their- you know, evidence of sexual relations in the back of his police vehicle.
He was Black, she was White.
Do you know where she was that her family couldn't find her?
Across the street. At a neighbor's house. A family brother, if you will. Everyone called him bubba too.
He was Hispanic though.
I want to start off writing this, by saying that, it doesn't ruin my memory of Darnell Williams carrying me around on his back in the middle of a football field at William Howard Taft High School in San Antonio. He always would say "It's cause I'm black!"
You know, people from other neighborhoods used to have to show up to make sure I wasn't black.
I really wish we had like an intro audio with a booming voice in the background saying "Everyone knows the police are only here to get our cocaine shipments in on time from Mexico, that is what they are paid for, everyone knows the police has shitty cocaine- they have to dilute it because it's our scamma (not sure if I am spelling that right)......
or how about: MOM!!! MOM!!! AnDrea called the Mexican Mafia on me and they tried to stab me in the bathroom (What do you mean you're not apart of the Mexican Mafia, aren't you Mexican???) ~ NO! That is why they wear their spurs Tatoos on their necks, because they lick our boots
See I can't spell tattoo at 7:10AM
I have to also say this, because one of my American business partners (formerly) asked me to quit calling her any anyone else "African-American", PLEASE quit saying that, we are just Black
Then there is this guy in the background calling me "Blacker than me" we were playing video games not doing much though
So that's all really missing the point. I really don't know why I am having this discussion in the first place. Or why I am meeting with someone that is directing a clinical trial with postage signing "ALL LIVES MATTERS" in a private meeting to discuss his wife's surgery issues.
Or a group of Black boys (we call boys trying to pick up girls outside of facilities boys) telling me that I am racist and shouldn't be allowed in the facility because I won't agree with something they are asking of me concerning their gang related activities.
It doesn't erase my grandmother clapping while I am walking down the street with someone who has dark skin and she is saying "Look at Andrea holding hands with that colored boy!"
or that I made a complaint against the Black Police officer stating "Whatever you want to color me" in the race identity boxfield thingymabobber.
Or that some black people actually think that Obama is White because he went to Harvard.
I remember writing the constitution in 14 different languages for a poster presentation for a Foreign Languages Club and thinking- I really don't see how you think he looks black because he went to a particular school, but ok, whatever, I have never been there so I wouldn't know.
I should really get something to eat before finishing writing this article. 7:28 AM 6/29/2021
It doesn't change my position to not support police, or to defund police as a whole, or donate to causes that support the police from songs I have written
Nor does it change my position on not hating people in general based on their race or their religious beliefs, such that, their beliefs are not required of them to wipe out other people based on their races and religion as well for starters
It is the same that I don't really change on telling minors not to lie about their age in order to get unknowing men thrown in jail or for someone to lie about someone doing something based on assumption such as "Well you got into a car with a Black Man" when the man was not Black he was White.
I tell people that are like that, don't blame black people when they didn't do it, I know what I saw, or I know who that was, and they were not black.
It is kind of like having to listen to people say that they will murder police if they show up at their house and that the police are aware that that is the way that they are, I don't want to be making complaints and filing reports over the incident to begin with.
I don't want to know how horrible it sounds for someone to read the beginning of my article, and think that it is as simple as White and Black.
I sympathized with a Domestic Terrorist at some point trying to understand why he targeted White Police officers, the same way I viewed feeling sorry for Kim Jung Un being closer to my age and protested against while he was a very younger boy growing up seeing the images of his face blacked out and set on fire around him through some of the media imagery.
I don't know what it is like to be the Black Police officer that I claim assaulted me. I have evidence of what he left on my body while I was wearing my white coat when he assaulted me.
I have evidence of both black doctors that I disputed speaking with over the incident in which I asked to speak to an attorney and neither of them or the police during the incident, and there was one judge as well, who asked for me to be released.
it doesn't change that I will always remember Corporal Berry as a Black Man (who by the way didn't do it)
It doesn't change that I stayed angry for about a decade of my life upset because I felt like my Voice lesson Teacher's best friends who pushed him in a swimming pool when he really did not know how to swim and drowned because they were drunk, was a Black Educated Man.
His mother got on the local television to say that it was an accident. That didn't change the way I felt about it.
it doesn't change that I don't think historically confederate children in the south should be flip flopping into imitating historically black gangs like the bloods and the crips and they should say "You got the FLOOD (meaning you are a blood" or "You go the FLU (meaning you are representing the color BLUE as in a CRIP)"
I don't compare people to the flu- I don't think anyone should join a prison gang, period.
I don't think that if Black Educated American Men- in whatever they are selling coming up on the TV feel like "Former Slave Catchers" feel that about 'All White People" that they shouldn't be allowed to have their own opinions for whatever their emotions are.
I personally do not go through other people's family records and feel any sense of urgency to argue about how their ancestors came into this country as slaves- which is an undisputed historical fact, to prove that I have any more freedoms or rights in concerns with the foundations of any regards towards worthiness in the context of timeframes based on our ancestry.
1:26 PM 6/29/2021