Since my loans have been in constant default for the most part, that, if you will, assignments where I am unable to do things accordingly being at mercy to work under conditions where I am out of communication for extended period of times, yet unpaid but doing my best to document all of my work- no matter the condition, I have no way of renewing- nor would I want to, any loans beyond all of my time that has been collected and taken away from me having the degrees or the paychecks, so sometimes when I am talking to people (who I probably ended up meeting volunteering on Prison reform once upon a time in San Antonio or their connections) that I have been going to school so long, in college since I was 17 really, that no matter what way you look at it- I am institutionalized because my life has revolved around a University in one format or another.
Here in America, we have things like Freedom of Speech, that not all countries have the liberties of their citizens to enjoy. When I go back through my transcript in all of my attempted hours, classes, and degrees, from each University, I usually defend things like Human Sexuality where I got an A, or Childhood Development, when I come into contact with the misogynistic views, for how women and children should be treated, & their role in society- I sometimes defend people I do not know from other countries, by telling them that they are complaining about their manhood issues when women in some foreign countries as well as children end up with gendercide, & tonight I am losing the majority of my faith in Education in general, when I have to recap what it means to struggle as a perpetual student and all the issues I would take on or face or go through or get physically harmed over or mentally or whatever.
They had some places to put for teaching, or assign other schools you can attend that is going through processing and counseling, but I really wanted to erase a lot of the parts of my education because of how many ways I have been attacked throughout my life, & then one of the Universities in the President's office told me I was not allowed to delete the HIPPA data, so it just seems like Education at the moment has become pointless because it's not the same as benefiting through unlimited possibilities or endless worth- it's just endless like I can look back at this blog from 2014 & see that I am only talking to myself at a requested public blog, & I really need to reformat & find out who can do their promises upfront so that it doesn't end in me having to petition for the falsely certification of any of the loans I have received.
What does my carbon footprint really look like when you run me through the internet and computer?
Perhaps I should have written in bolder letters that No One Invited Me on Jan 6th to Overthrow the United States Government, Men that have been Hired After Me are getting paid Before me (meaning I have not seen a dime but they have and are trying to keep me from collecting a basic minimum wage I never got to begin with) I need $23 million dollars to SAVE the American Economy, and Can I get a Witness or Minimum Wage Plus Interest?
Perhaps in pen on a poster board in my robe wasn't readable enough, but at least it was truthful & quirky.
I am talking to a friend I used to date and he is explaining homecoming for one of the Universities for the weekend.
I guess if I can survive being homeless and living in and out of hotels for a pregnancy working around the clock and three different jobs with a natural birth and parental alienation when my son entered High School and I have already put other kids through High School, and I am only half-dead coming out of a pandemic for college that never ends my life was already over before it began so I should stop complaining and find something else to focus on.
At least sometimes when I am having nightmares it is me inputting data into an excel spreadsheet.
I tried to get enthusiasm for cutting up the dog to make a book out of her since the other one died preventing a terror attack from someone wanting to shoot up a Casino.
She is super warm right now though and I put raw egg on her itchy part of her fur since I broke the egg not coordinated enough from travelling to pick the hard boiled option.
I don't know if my car was swept away either, the one that wrecked in PA.
I did tell the University of Texas at Dallas they could mail what they already own me up front to a new address.
Tomorrow or sometime this weekend in between studying and working I should be able to meet someone who is coming to town and a Concealed Carry Expo without having to pull down the shoulders of gangster's with high-powered weapons pointing them at the direction of children in ghettos because they don't like the noise in their neighborhood- but thanks to everyone who let me revist that and correcting English papers from Saudi Arabian Air Force personell,
I think one of the only things positive I have to report is that in Turkey they unearthed a Zeus and Artemis thingy archeology symposium type arena & I really do have to almost say Thank God I never got called to actually visit the Moon in outerspace since we have already been there, & that they graduated their classes for the people who were going to go. I have lived on Moon Mist in San Antonio, I would consider part of my living arrangement under those circumstances to having already lived on the Moon.
I am happy that others who are excited about are going through.
I have a Moon footprint from listening to Buzz Aldrin and falling asleep after listening to the New York symphony play in an arena to 2001 Oddessy which I was worried about the graphics until afterwards I looked it up and realized they made it in 1968.
Shout out to my very small donors of hush puppy money. I got $130 from a friend I prob haven't seen in 10 months I actually have no idea.
Doximity keeps wanting to connect all of my calls, but they want me to update a newer HIPPA compliant email.
One of my friends that told me he needed me to leave him for Elon Musk is justing visiting a woman who remarried that helped him with a scholarship.
I told one of my friends that is coming to town that since she was always trying to get me to particpate in being with her on the Musk Train, that now was her chance rumors were suggesting he is single and she doesn't need me to get on social media to change my last name to Musk anymore to follow along.
Astronaut training must be a constant state of fighting off Hypokalemia in extreme heat. I think this past summer I have spent more time traveling outdoors than my entire life.
I better post so I can get back to the physical discomfort and changes in weather.