I was talking to a TV director at NASA, and he mentioned that his boss died after becoming infected, and that he took the Coronavirus novel very seriously.
I might mention that the public blog that you are reading, which doesn't have many viewers or anything as far to my knowledge, was requested by Aries Keck initially for me to have a public blog in order for the public to read whatever it is that I have volunteered for doing social media by visiting NASA events back then.
I really wish there was a button I could push in order to store all of my Facebook or other contents on social media into one digital file that was interchangable so I did not have to pay for things like Hootsuite to populate articles, and yet here we are- I am my authentic self: it is 10:47AM October 4th, 2021.
I changed some of my information at the UTSOUTHWESTERN website for contacting me, but fell short of changing my outside email address even though the inbox is getting completely full.
A few classmates or friends that I had met online that have a form of Autism Spectrum Disorder, wanted to share with me how difficult it has been for them for the pandemic, & one of them wanted to tell me that he was finally diagnosed with Aspergers.
My last article probably felt as if I had been misinformed that studying to become whatever it is that I am, a medical scientist, for one, as in a doctor with an MD PhD, because when you are a younger person, and you are wanting to know everything, because you think that it gives you equality or authority with or over your peers to whoever your family is in responding to knowing something, you are willing to make up things you might not know or might not understand, in order to sound cool. When you are trained to become a doctor, at least in my experience, it has been, that what you do not know, you do not pretend to, because that in itself can be just as dangerous as the misinformation that occurs and can kill people, such as what we have seen in this pandemic.
I got in trouble with my own members in my family over trying to convince them to take the vaccine because they are so religious in the sense that there is some kind of fear, that I tried to make Jesus Christ a "Great Physician" and convince them that Jesus was a healer, he did not want to spread disease & either way it came across as none of my business & ended up in me freaking out and being alarmed because I had not heard from them and calling the police because I thought they went out of communication from death, and I was wrong, it was a 72 hour shift for me, so I am inclined to be wrong at times and human.
I am not really practicing an array of religions or anything when I was trying to study the majority of them once upon a time to understand human's and how they felt in different cultures, but I was explaining how taxing it was to try and keep up with all of that all of the time on the different calendars to connect with people from different faiths, as in participating directly by being invited and going to their different events.
I think it is universal, just like in weapons training, that whatever you are going to be pointing your weapon at, you must always be using it to destroy it, not control it, not play with it, not pretend to, but destroy it.
As physicians, our oaths declare that we target disease, not the humans, but the disease. We are here to destroy the ailments that cause harm to the human element.
We are not pointing our fingers to destroy each other, yet something that happens due to the conflicts in different beliefs and opinions.
I actually cannot remember how many times I have recieted taking that oath, but I have for most of my life, (cannot spell whatever that was receit) so I was really happy when someone that was super paranoid over the government or being forced to take anything and then finally trying out the vaccine had the same response that I did not not feeling much from it, that his worrying was premature, & I do not know if he participated in being rewarded for it, it sounded like he did, they gave him something in exchange.
Either way initially he was only going to be wearing a mask and then he finally decided that he wanted to get it and then all of the rumors about what would happen turned out to be false.
I am going to look more into the 154 American Medical Colleges even though FASFA only lets you choose 10 at a time for consideration for aid.
I had to update something so it says it will take them 3-5 days to process, but I have been petitioning for basics since 2013, as far as the start of what was consider student worker status until I was vetted for research in 2014, so I might end up just taking a break from anything relating to medicine period since I have never changed my major all multiple times and requests to reapply to obtain my degrees, I don't want to keep listening to promises by places like the Texas Medical Board that they are going to withdraw anything atrocious for participating in anything, and then they fail to do so, plus people are calling me asking me if I am in Utah or New Jersey, and I am like, see, I have been in Texas since 1989 I am so geographically off that I think Utah is by New York City, but for whatever reason it opened up some kind of teaching portal for counseling entrance I think, I need to look at the specifics, but I do not know if it notifies those schools automatically until you have other terms that you need for completion and if they are not available or meeting through both parties or all parties or however your contracts read, then I still need to apply to be able to have my life under the medical sciences dedicated to something wherever I am needed, as to not waste my education completely, even if I am able to take a break.
I do not consider everything living in an emergency state during a pandemic in taking a break, but I had a horrible test score for an overall class due to some anxieties and being away that I am debating about whether to drop the course and find somewhere that has moreso of a successful outcome in order for me to complete the series that doesn't have the weight of the world to affect someone's quality of life where I am so worried that I cannot perform or that I am having to deal with something that is distracting me from completing what is needed for my degrees.
For years I have been saying I should probably take down my credentials that are published from some of the Universities for other students coming into a class room and attacking me through gossip collumns or other means, but you do what you can, and I do what I can, when I can.