So I did something while I was on deployment during my time off, and took a kid up in the air that probably would qualify for his sporty pilot's license. I felt that if I did not take him up, he probably would never go on his own. I was criticized for it as it was a liability being on a mission with the Red Cross, acting in my own capacity, which I should not have done until I had returned home, because we were working at National Guard, and I was more or less treating someone as if they were my patient where learning how to fly was a remedy for them.
In any case, I worried about being made fun of because he had a disability, since I already went through some of that from instructors at my school after staff members asked me to reach out to someone who also had a disability. I know what it is like to be disabled, so for me it is not a permanent setting, mine were related to injuries, and I realize that these were functional disabilities more related to genetics, but none the less, I was willing to take the risk and be criticized and fired for it regardless or I was not going to justify having my own training if I was not giving something back towards education.
Recently I had done a lot of prep things for going on a Human Rights Tour in Poland, with a group, where I was instructed to purchase my own air-fair, and buy my own land package. The tour covers 12 cities to visit the death camps and learn about the Holocaust basically. I pulled out my signed copy of Bloodlands by Timothy Snyder, and underlined parts that I thought I could blog and teach about should it have been a class for credit or something I could incorporate into curriculum.
I was sent home a little early for the Red Cross tour, as teams were done and made up I was told. So I basically landed in time to meet and discuss the polls that were in Hillary's favor with some Embrey students, from SMU, and since I had already broken up with Donald Trump- that is what I call it because I let go of his Real Estate teachings, got some reference letters for my Texas Real Estate License, and have been dealing with the media side of protests, outcries throughout the campaign over the sexual assault tape from Debate Two in St, Louis, dealing with UTDallas being interviewed by the Department of Education for an administrator bringing up my own ordeal when I drove a stranger home from a bar who felt he was legendary.
Either way, I do not think that rape is a requirement to be tested on, so the administrator who brought up the incident a year later, during her testing administration, is responsible for distracting me in a testing environment she promised to protect me in, and because of that, I refuse to do business with her, and have wished her luck on her research, and have given notice to withdrawing my support for being apart of any studies were this type of aggression would need to use me as a research subject, and due to other specialties of disease management involved in her students who have disabilities, for which I was cleared to no longer need her services because I have gone through all of my therapy for PTSD and have a cleared letter from a doctor no longer needing any of her services, I have also given notice to organizations that I was asked to reach out to some of her students by other members of staff, for which I was penalized for following through on those orders, including research assistants who were struggling with their dissertations having bipolar-schizophrenia, or Asperger's, various degrees of autism, & I would refer any students who feel that their civil rights might have been violated to contact the department of education to report those violations. All other students, I would ask that they speak with their therapeutic resources that are available to them through any academic institution in which they are enrolled, or the professional organizations specific to their disorders at this time, & that I would prefer to remember you as a person and not by your diagnosis(es) that you may have shared with me, after graduation.
For me, my philosophy is pretty biased that education is an evidence based approach to preventing disease, such as reducing Alzheimer's, or cognitive decline, & sees keeping people healthy starts with making sure that education is a priority and a human right. Education reduces poverty, brain disease, and ignorance. Human Rights often goes overlooked as a liberal study that tramples over traditions at a conservative institution. I have been the defiance of associate deans who prefer tradition & because I have been told that they have directly interfered with my ability to finish coursework, I have decided that I am also going to be open to taking offers from other institutions to finish whatever degree program they feel I would qualify for, because it is no longer me backing out of my commitment to my excellence of a degree program, it is a select few gossipy authority figures in my specific department, who I do not think will always control the outcome of my education, but I have already been as loyal as I can to keeping my mouth shut, and I do see that if I should be attacking any woman and her daughter for continuously staring at me, whispering about me in front of me, whether it be at a groundbreaking, or an alumni meeting, I need to take myself out of being around people that I have asked repeatedly to respect my need for plastic surgery over an assault injury, instead of listening to them normalize domestic violence behavior in meetings.
It is not impossible for me to say that I can ride out the waves of drama to complete my work, but it is completely unreasonable to put myself at risk mentally, physically, or emotionally, by these types of bullying tactics at a professional institution that would undermine my research, my reflection, my mind, and my education. If someone does not believe that you are human, you truly do not own them anything, and I would actually like to speak out against women or girls having to put themselves in danger to get their point across or wanting to change other's minds, I truly respect that you are at heart wanting to do the right thing, but I urge you, when dealing with anyone who would threaten your being at any capacity, not to do it alone just because you want to be the person who is invincible fighting fear, let people always know where you are, treat people who are addicted to attacking you just as that- addicts you should not give reason to know things about you that they can use against you.
There is nothing wrong with getting a second opinion, and finding professionals who can see where you are coming from, and can give you help and assistance without compromising your integrity, honesty, or humanity. Walking away from people who have bad habits of targeting others to feel superior can be a difficult process. I expect no one to have to wake up everyday and live through atrocities of living in the past, being tortured, or victimized. I myself do not identify as a victim, and have taken steps to gain recognition for all of my business preventing human trafficking, and protecting my businesses as well. I have given publications the right to speak however they want in satire manners over my identity, however, I also recognize that some of them have no credibility in which their sites are filled with malware, and whenever a publication trashes you online, and then solicits you to pay them to take it down, I would consider this to be something you would want your attorney to handle, and file a cease and desist. I would never tell someone who is being exploited online that they should pay the institution that is trashing them, because that will never stop them from running something like that again and then hitting you up for money.
I fully support, the right of the press, to have freedoms to report news-worthy articles, and I absolutely do not believe in censorship of the press, and feel that libel laws are extended to individuals based on their own social media identity, but also in the world of media, you also have rights to prevent being threatened consistently by individuals whose purpose is to create a profit over damaging your image- being the only motivation- not reporting public interests for transparency of government officials, public officials, or so forth. Myself, I do not feel that I am a public figure, so as a private individual, when I have spoken with officials who are in the public eye- I also see their giving up their privacy rights as a form of public servant leadership. Being attacked in court by an ex-spouse over anything that I engage in for my livelihood, I can say that in preparing to have a daughter, I am also protecting her interests as well, no matter who the father would be, and my sons interests from not being infringed upon by outside parties who wish to take away his education from him. I have instructed my attorney to represent me against my verbal defense of my ex-spouse because I recognize that forgiving him in court for domestic violence was a mistake, because he has brought this type of violence and behavior around our child, and I am defending him when he is on the opposing party, because I still have unconditional love for him in wanting him to always achieve his dreams, and right now, they are basically at my expense, and he has a new family that he needs to be focused on, and not tearing me down in the eyes of our child.
You can unconditionally love someone who is attacking you, but you cannot exchange your own self-worth to become insecurities to satisfy someone else's feelings of superiority at your expense. Tough-love is just that- having to tell your brother in law that until he apologizes for grabbing your wrists in front of the kids because he is on the phone with your ex-spouse- you do not want to be alone with him, and that you respect him and your sister's views, but it should not hurt them for your choice is wanting to have a partner who might have a different background than their views. For any couple that communicates so much that the women have kids a week apart- it is a pattern you have to recognize that you have to protect yourself and your children as well, from violence that they have started. You don't have to be that way in front of your children and there is always a better way than demeaning your relatives around the kids. The female brain goes under a very different response to stress, and while I sometimes identify as having a male mind, I have to also be mindful of protecting myself from misogyny that is systematic to justify violence against women, including in my own family. I am also not claiming that I am in anyway a completely "innocent" person in regards to countering with misandry, but I will say that I have given up putting myself in situations where I have to feel the need to be a misandrist in order to counter misogyny.
Here are a few suggestions that I turned in for an overview to how a PhD program in Human Rights might take shape, and I fully release it's use, not only for the Embrey-Rights program, but any other entity that might deem to use it and edit it in any format, but please if you can cite me as an author. Thank you for time.